my whole foods experience part II (read the one below first and then read this) Got it?

Woo... that's a long title.

Ok so back to the whole foods story. Remember the Ivory Coast guy? Well after he started asking me stupid questions, we started chatting. The whole conversation was about life and how in his spiritual beliefs, I am taking things waaaay too serious! "Guy who ate one big bowl of soup with 3/4 of corn bread! YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH! SO SHUT THE F*CK UP! However, since I was bursting with emotion, it shows that I'm actually being in-denial. So guy, you are correct! I indeed take stuff way too deep. And he said I should enjoy my life more coz he think that I am a really lucky girl! "Trust me on this kid..." So then he took he's jacket, he's left over corn bread, and he's crap, and said goodbye...

P.S The girls sitting in front of me are sipping a pretty darn delicious soup! I should get me some of that hearty soup downstairs. Oh the madness I have to face! For the love of God please no long line.

35 minutes later ...

Boy was that an even weirder experience! Ok, I took the smallest cup of soup thinking that I would just be a sec. away from my lovely moment of slurping my soupy soup when I realize I'm encountering the longest line ever in the history of grocery shopping. Bahaha! No! that's such a drama sh*t! It was long, but it wasn't that bad. But the bathroom was super gross!

Anyways, you know what happen next?
I again manage to meet with yet another interesting person you can imagine. I mean this is a pretty crowded city, with 8 million people more or so, how on earth I met a "Bule" who can speak Indonesian, who greeted me with "Apa Kabar?" Just because he saw the way I walk?.. Pretty darn amazing.
In addition to that, he traveled 8 gazillion miles to Indonesia only to find his ass sitting at a van for days and days with .. get ready for this ..
...
...
SLANK!!

yes, he had a f-ing road trip with SLANK 20 years ago! Can you imagine?.. I can't, I seriously cant!

"Dude?! Are you serious" I said, and he's like "Are they famous now? Coz I remember that I've been the only "Bule" fan or maybe the only fan that have stayed loyal to them"
On the top of my lungs in the middle of the whole foods dining space I screamed "HELL YEAH"
So yeah, we talked for 25 min 'til I realize my lonely corn bisque is waiting alove next to the window. So I said "dadah" he said "dadah" and went our separate ways.
(Gosh cham! you made it sound like you just broke up with him)
Ok, now I'm back sitting across Union Square doing nothing but scribbling and thinking...

Dios Mio! What a weird day to go to Whole Foods.

my whole foods experience

Damn it that's like the cliche-est title ever made in this fing world of blogging. but whatever, I need to say it well and clear that there's something wrong with all my visit to whole foods. Ok so here's the story...

Every time I visit that so called green specialty grocery shop, which turns out to be un-green in any kind of way, which also turns out to be one monopoly company after all, which also is a super right-wing. Which... Ok I'm going too far with boycotting Whole Foods. haha! But I need to confess that I do enjoy their salad bar and soup selection. hmmm. dilemma!

Where was I again? oh ok, so every time I visit that f-ing place for some self lovin' (I call it my self lovin' moment, coz I usually go there by myself and I do stuff I love for hours and hours) there's always a stranger appearing out of nowhere giving me advices that although might come as a rude commentary but it's totally f-ing true! I'm like God, what is this!? The cosmic connection of Adam & Eve's lineage?

Gosh! Or am I that transparent to be read by people?

You know it's so weird how the universe works. I went out of class early, I felt gloomy inside out, so I thought "hey why not go to WF and write a bunch of non sense to eat up my excessive time?"
But then I saw a magazine and I said "Well, haven't bought a mag. for a while, so lets read something..."

So I set aside my first to-do list and start reading. 'til this Ivory Coast guy came and start asking me questions (I'm like dude go away, I want my self lovin' time OK!!) but after he's gone the first thing I did was took my book & pencil out and started writing about what just happened. So now, like what I first planned to do, I'm writing..and with a topic! Nice eiy? Yes indeed.

This is one long post. I'm gonna bore y'all to death. Should I come up with a part II?
Ok I'm gonna do that instead.

To be continued ...

snap Snap that sh*t on your email!

Ok! I just opened my hotmail and guess what I found sitting at the first line of my inbox!

Please tell me that u could totally see it? I was like WTF! do I look that desperate? do I look like I need some company over the weekend? I got my bitches yo!

But this goes to my other point of this post. Ok! So yesterday, everyone was so generous to me, I got a free latte, two beverages without any taxes, and for a second I thought "wow alhamdulillah, but when ya Allah are you going to be generous and give me a free boyfriend without drama included" Hahaha! And then the next morning that email showed up.

So maybe it's a sign from God that I am that desperate, coz why on that split seconds instead of thinking about other stuff like free food or free cloths, I was thinking of getting a free Boyf. oh God, what a loser! I think I am in need of a companion this weekend.

So for all the single guys out there, put your hands up! Mischa needs some lovin'. ;]

holiday season starts NOW

Technically it started last thursday, oh God, what am I gonna tell my kids when they asked me
"mom, what was ur college life like??"
me gonna reply "unfortunately dear kids, mama's college life is filled with mama hangin' out at the library til 3-4am in the morning....mama was such a good kiddo back then" nyohoho!

noh seriously, can anyone imagine what kind of momma I would be in the next 10-15 years?? well who would rite? but physically I think ima look like this



Ohh look at me looking so cute and adorable nyiahahah ;)
OK dolls have a fantastic and happy gaining weight week!

take a message,

Not a massage ;) ngek!

Boooo to this week filled with uncertainty
Boooo to the following days of confusion and desperation

I washed away my black hair last Sunday and my agitation went down with it *another ngek!

it wouldn't make sense at all if you don't know the real me, coz I tend to do stupido stuff that no one could understand.

happy mid week peeps

Dear little stubborn kiddo,

I don't know how to explain these thoughts and feelings . but I have something to tell you, I just need to let it out even tho it wouldn't make sense at all . so hear it goes ...

";woiur3 n83vnjsdewkhgwovnsdkenw...cmwi!! kjlncfhoiwcwfjioejg"

well that's one straight sentence of what I want to say to you! if I could translate it, this would be the closest thing to it:

Hey kiddo, I might have shown you several times how much I care for you, I might have thought of holding you so tight and tell you how much I would do to make you realize how remarkable you are. But how can I do that? when every time I'm close to you, I don't know what we are! are we friends? are we more than friends? are we in a brother-sister relationship? or are we just two plain strangers trying to make a conversation?

Bombarding you with all that questions would be so unfair, since I myself couldn't describe or couldn't decide what I truly want right now. I am indecisive and I always put myself in a complicated situation. But honestly pleaseee, I wouldn't be like this if it wasn't because of your mixed up signals. I'll let you go if you just stop the nonsense.

If you're crinkling your face and asking *wtf cham?*, well I'm curious kiddo, so so curious..!
I wanna be that little twitch that can help you wake up and be that guy I know hidden somewhere behind this person who doesn't have a clue what he's doing right now. (I might be wrong, maybe you do, but you're not trying enough kiddo!)

please keep in mind that I don't expect you to give me back anything - well it would totally be a lie to say that - and if this is how far things can go between us, I wanna wish you well, wish you the best, outshine others and for God sake show the world who you really are! and if you ever, ever, ever, need someone to talk to, I'm here for you as anything you want me to be ...

here's a song for you kiddo : Sade - by your side ;)

-p

tell me what you need . Love .

I'm B.A.C.K

so what?.. this thing is just a random shit I did way back in spring time . speaking of time.
dude, have u ever noticed that time is ticking way too fast? i hate time. but if there's no time then what would be the substitute for it?

I vote for ice cream!


enjoy it while u can. coz time is gonna ruin it. what? u see. random!!